i acty started reading and studying.. i still rmb my last novel was memoirs of a geisha back in secondary school..
one thing i realised from my 5 months care-free life doing everything except studying is that my life is like water.. haha.. i dont have a plan or a list of " must- do" in life... not even studying or working or future.. i flow along with time .. i can always change my direction ..
suddenly i feel that i should take philosophy instead.. wahaha..
i reckon all these thoughts only emerged when i am not studying... cos i have lotsa time to do self-evaluation and soul searching..
but the point is that there is no decision made also.. nothing impt flitered through my list of "must- have" and " must-do"..
nothing seems impt except for my family .. nothing is really impt to me... that makes me a 'anything' person.. i found myself saying 'ok' and 'anything' a lot..
well.. that's becos i am really too free le.. that's just some food for thought..
offiicial studies is over now.. that means exams is coming.. i dont know what to say..
cos i am happy and worried both at the same time.. haiz..
fuck it.. i dont think le.. worrying doesnt help at all.. think my last supp paper really freak me out..
just wanna keep myself as focused as possible and just get dem over and done with!!!!
and i will be BACK!!!!!!!!!!
EXAMS!!!! have been camping in school's library to do my studying.. cos home is too comfy le!! haha
everytime around this time of the semester i will be grunting abt deadline issues.. sianz... but this sem is not as bad as before.. cos i start early... but when i looked at my calander just now, i was so shock as i have less than 1 month and exams is coming!!
gotta start early liao..
have been drinking this for the past whole week.. and not needing to eat anything much.. cos you feel super bloated.. this is magicaL!!!! wahaha.. for keeping me awake and at the same time feeling full for morning lessons..
just woke up after sleeping for 6 hours.. went for physio duty for relay for life in mt claremount at 3am ytd..lol..
yes!! u are right.. we volunteered for the midnight wee hour session.. wahaha.. this event is to raise funds for people suffering from cancer and all our massage money will be donated to them ..
cos we are all asians.. so the tent sorta become a massage parlor.. like those you see in china.. wahaha...
will show u guys some pics to proof that..
here we go.. china style!!
on our way back
1st week when we moved in.. an unfurnished house.. lol.. that was the worst time.. we had to sleep on floor.. and that's vonn btw.. wahaha
then we start to fill up the house with IKEA furniture.. haha.. we did all the asembling ourselves ok!! and we had an ex apartment.. so we had the cheapest furniture.. wahaha.. our style.. simple and comfy..
my bedroom blue is my fav colour!! well.. second to black acty!!
monday's presentation did not go as well as i tot it should be.. but nevertheless.. that's part of life.. wahaha..
but i am happy to be able to get thru.. and i think i am crazy.. i had lessons from 8 am to 6pm with more than 6 hours of practical straight after each session.. and i went to sign up for extra courses .. 7 pm to 9pm for personal trainer course... wahaha.. i think i am really crazy le.. luckily i had free car rides from friends.. if not i will reach home at midnight i think.. lol..
then i went home straight to my bed and slept like the world has stopped spinning.. and i really didnt feel time acty passed cos i woke up feeling as tired as i went to sleep the previous night.. lol
am having netball practice tmr.. i used to think that it's a sissy game.. but now i will be playing for a whole season.. wahaha
and i am goal defender ok!!! and i am volunteering for first aid duty sessions .. with double work load than year 1 and yet i am busy filling up my organiser with activities!!! i wanna get as much experience and certificates as possible before graduating.. den maybe i will have a nice profile when i gotta find a job when i graduate..
think is bcos i am with a crazy bunch of friends .. lol..we are like super- beings .. good influence ..
i dont wanna sound weak but i am right now.. stressed!! school work is coming right down on me.. datelines to meet and work commitment in hospitals.. sianz..
V day at PS cafe!!! at dempsey
pics with JNC and JX..and i was warned beforehand not to wear berms and tee-shirt.. :P
i hate flowers though.. look sio werid carrying dem around.. i just don like girly stuff.. wahaha.. JX too bad.. waste ur $$$..
Group pic!
food wasnt really nice.. quite ok.. but dessert is great.. double choc cake.. and a white brownie something.. i don rmb!! LOL
DIM SUM!!!!! and we had too much to eat.. so full
and i never like aussie .. rather rot in singapore...lol
3 years more and it will be over and done with.. haha
gonna enjoy what's left
though it's rare.. but my heart was pumping when i was viewing my results..
maybe i am growing old le.. whahaa.. but luckily i passed.. i always thought i wouldnt mind expectations from other people..
but in fact i do.. the more understanding they are , the more remorseful i felt when i didnt do my best..
luckily it's all over .. at least for 2008.. wahaha..
heading to shanghai on tuesday morning.. then to HK and taiwan..
yay!!
some pics when i was back for supp
korean and jap fusion food..
